DREAM OF INDIA!  DO1097   11/1/82
--An Exciting Love Dream of a New Young Indian Goddess! Hallelujah! ILY! TYJ!--Come!

         1. I HAVE JUST HAD ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DREAMS I THINK I EVER HAD of one of the most beautiful girls I ever had! She looked so much like dear little Indian Ruthie of the Hindi Lit-Pic & the Hindi MWM Show, "Prem Kiran". I don't know for sure whether it was you or not, Ruthie, but it sure looked like you. But in my dream I believe it was not only you, but that you represented all the youth of India. It was as though you were in a sense India herself, but especially India's youth.--Beautiful, intelligent, hungry for reality, hungry for love, hungry for the Spirit, hungry for the answers, hungry & thirsty for happiness, to drink of the Living Waters of His Word! TYJ!
         2. IN THE DREAM I SEEMED TO BE A YOUNG MAN AGAIN, a young sincere Christian, serving the Lord, & I even seemed to be single again. We were standing in the aisle of this large auditorium or church & I had apparently been having fellowship with you & your girlfriend. But you were walking down this great central aisle of the church with your girlfriend & I was near the front door at the back of the auditorium waving farewell, smiling & saying goodbye, & you were perhaps not more than ten meters down the aisle.
         3. YOU LOOKED BACK AT ME A LITTLE WISTFULLY & LOOKING ALMOST HURT, so I was trying to encourage you & cheer you up because we were parting. And I said softly so that you could sort of read my lips from that distance without disturbing the other people in the church, "I love you!" Then you looked a little hurt & resentful & you spoke rather sharply & said, "No, you don't! If you loved me, you'd come to me!" And oh! That hurt like a sharp dagger in my heart because I knew it was true, that if I really loved you, I'd join you, I'd come to you.
         4. SO AS THOUGH DRAWN BY AN IRRESISTIBLE FORCE OF LOVE FOR YOU, almost hypnotised, I suddenly walked right down the aisle & joined you & took your hand. And you smiled radiantly & happily & joyfully as though you were so glad now. And you led me right on down the aisle to near the front, & we made our way between the rows & past all of the people sitting there to almost the outside end of the row.
         5. WE SQUEEZED PAST THIS FINAL DEAR ELDERLY WHITE-HAIRED MAN who smiled graciously & let us by. And as we passed by him to seat ourselves in the two vacant seats just beyond him, you said to him, "This is the young man I told you about!" And he smiled graciously & hospitably & motioned to the two seats beside him. You took the further one & motioned me to sit down between you & this very fine-looking distinguished white-haired elderly man, whom I assumed to be your father. It was as though you were introducing me--you, young India--to the older generation, your parents--older India. So we sat down holding hands & the service began.
         6. MANY WESTERNERS DON'T REALISE THAT THERE ARE LITERALLY MILLIONS OF CHRISTIANS IN INDIA who have been evangelised throughout the over one hundred years of British occupation there by British missionaries. But like so many of the Christians of the churches of the West, many of them too have grown cold & formal & lost the fire, lost the inspiration of witnessing & soul-winning, seeming to almost have lost the Spirit, & have slowed down, stagnated, formalised so that now they're merely "churched" & going through the motions.
         7. SO THEREFORE THIS UP-&-COMING YOUNGER GENERATION TODAY IS WORLDLY, somewhat Godless, independent, rebellious & seeking satisfaction of the things of this World, & yet hungry for spiritual satisfaction too, & not finding it. So it was this young, exuberant, vibrant, alive, youthful generation of modern India today that you, Ruthie, seemed to represent. PG! It seemed to point out that there are multitudes, hundreds of thousands, perhaps millions of Indian youth who are from Christian homes & Christian churches who have been reared in the Christian faith & yet have never really gotten to know Jesus in a personal way or to have a personal desire to serve Him because of their parents having grown cold & their poor example & their cold formal churchianity.
         8. BUT THERE ARE THOUSANDS LIKE HER, BELOVED, & thousands of Indian young people who have been reared even in Christian homes & Christian churches who have not yet found the Lord & are just waiting there for you to come & tell them about a real Christ, a living Jesus, a personal Saviour who can thrill you & fill you with His Spirit & set you on fire for His Kingdom to witness & win souls from amongst your generation there in India, the flaming young evangelists of today!
         9. SO PERHAPS IN THE DREAM YOU WERE NOT ONLY SYMBOLIC OF ALL THE YOUTH OF INDIA, BUT ALSO IN PARTICULAR THE CHRISTIAN YOUTH OF INDIA who have not found satisfaction in formal churchianity.--Christian youth who are just waiting for a message of Christian freedom & love like ours, liberation from formal churchianity & so much of its superficiality & hypocrisy & self-righteousness & phariseeism.--There they are, sitting in their churches just waiting for us to come & join them.
         10. NOW THE NEXT SCENE IS EVEN MORE INTERESTING because you & I were on sort of a back patio of a Family Home of ours with children playing in the backyard. I was holding you in my arms, tenderly kissing you, caressing you, as though you were being wooed & won by my love more & more, becoming more & more intimate, closer to me, & we were really really beginning to make love!
         11. BUT SUDDENLY YOU PUSHED ME AWAY AT ARMS LENGTH & DELIBERATELY OPENED YOUR SARI, thin enough as it was, showing me both bosoms, as though you wanted to bare your breast & your heart to me right then & there & cause me to make another decision. Would I love you anyway even when I saw what your bosom was like!--Because although your left bosom was beautiful & whole & young & youthful & tempting, your right bosom had been cut away in apparently an operation to remove it for some reason, & had left nothing there but an ugly scar.
         12. I WAS SHOCKED FOR A MOMENT AT THE SIGHT, but you were looking deeply into my eyes questioningly as though, "Are you still going to love me anyway, even though I'm scarred & bruised & broken by the past & only have one bosom left to love you with, will you love me anyhow?"--How like the youth of today, so scarred & bruised & torn & marred by their past, the drugs & the degradation of the sinful lives they have already lived, they come to us for love & wonder if we will love them anyway in spite of their past.
         13. I LOOKED FOR A MOMENT STUNNED BY THE SIGHT, & THEN I GRASPED YOU INTO MY ARMS & CRUSHED YOU TO MY BOSOM & loved you with tears flowing down my face! I loved you more than ever! My sympathy as well as my love manifest by my weeping as I really felt for you & my heart went out to you & my heart joined yours as our bosoms joined--bosom to bosom--as though I were even closer to you & you were closer to me even without that bosom.
         14. SO AS WE ARDENTLY KISSED & MADE LOVE, I FELT MY PENIS GETTING VERY HARD & PRESSING HARD AGAINST YOUR PUM, & you felt it too, of course, & now the decision was up to you, how far you were willing to go in our love. I said, "Shall we go to bed?" And for a moment you hesitated. For a moment it seemed that you even left my arms as though you tore yourself away for just a minute to think & make this heavy decision, because it was against all your customs. But suddenly you rushed back into my arms, thank God, & threw your arms around me!--Virtually threw yourself at me & put your head down on my shoulder again, lay your head on my bosom. Again I said, "Shall we go to bed? Do you want to go to bed?" You didn't say anything, you were so overcome with emotion, but I could feel your little head on my breast nodding up & down in consent. And suddenly I woke up & my penis was still hard!--Ha!
         15. SO THERE YOU ARE, THERE'S MY BEAUTIFUL, THRILLING, EXCITING, INSPIRING DREAM OF LOVE!--Young love, Indian love, love for India. Do you love her? Are you willing to answer her call? Her song? Her plea? "If you love me, you'll come to me! You'll join me & join with me in love all the way!" PG! TYJ! Will you? She's waiting, she's beautiful, she's lovely & lovable & loving & sexy & emotional, fiery, thrilling, filling, satisfying! She'll satisfy your heart's desire, she'll satisfy your every need, if you'll just come & love her & satisfy her & her needs, her spiritual needs & physical needs & her need for Jesus! PG! Hallelujah! TYJ!
         16. WILL YOU COME? WILL YOU GO? WILL YOU FOLLOW HER? Will you join her? Will you join with her in love? Will you love her all the way despite her scars & mars from the System? Will you love her even more with compassion & sympathy as well as love because she suffered so? She needs your love the more for having suffered so much, endured so much, been hurt so much, scarred so much.
         17. MAY JESUS HELP YOU TO GO & FIND HER & LOVE HER FOR THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, all the way, to join with her forever in an eternal union of love of the Lord & each other in His Kingdom forever! Go to India, she's waiting for you! She's waiting to be ravished with your love & she'll love you like you've never been loved before in a love like no others!--The love of India! Go & love her in Jesus' name, & she will love you forever! TYJ! In Jesus' name. Amen.


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